Hmmm... getting started is usually the hardest part here. It is so humid and warm outside.
Last night we went on a walk as a family at 6:00 to look at Christmas Lights. It was warm and nice out and we had short sleeves, bare feet, it was crazy!
I want to work next on "the road to confluence". I am not sure what direction it is going or will go but for some reason I am able to write about what ever it is pretty easily. I am hoping after going out to the confluence this weekend that I will have more to say.
For some reason the road to confluence means something to me, mentally and emotionally. Like, I think about all that has happened in my marriage and in my mind because of it. I think about how much I have changed and grown in the last 3 years and how much stronger a woman I am because of it.
I hate that I have had to live through this but I can see how it has been good for me.
I guess I see the confluence of my life my old unhealthy thinking and the new reformed thought, the mess of our marriage and the potential and change that are beginging to happen, I see it all converging together. The past is not erradicated but becomes one with the present and the future and makes it complete and whole.
I guess I want to write my story - that is a journey all in itself - being able to deal with getting that all down.
Well lets see what I've got today....
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